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I've been feeling down for quite a while now. I feel like I don't have friends any more my brother moved out, I'm not getting along with my step mom, my dads always at work and my  actual mom got a divorce less then a year a go and I really miss my step dad... I didn't get to say goodbye and he had been part of my life since I was 5 ( 16 now) a couple months ago my mom chose to move in with guy that lives 2 hours away, they broke up now and she wants me to move back in with her but I don't really want to anymore, I'm too hurt that she chose him over me in the first place... Any body have any ideas on things to do to make me happier?? It seems like the only time I forget about all this is when I am watching a series on Netflix... It's so much easier to watch their interesting lives then have to face my reality... Hopefully that all made sense.