Just entered 2nd tri. Not liking being pg and I feel guilty πŸ˜’πŸ˜” does anyone else feel like this?!?!?

EJ
I just don't have my normal mojo. I feel stressed bc I own my own consulting business and can't work as much. I gave up my gorgeous penthouse loft 2 WEEKS BEFORE I found out, to travel the world 2016. Now I'm staying at my parents in the meantime. I have a wonderful father for my child whom I adore but I'm not sure I want to be with forever....
I'm not excited about this pregnancy YET. I'm SOOOOOOO excited to have my little baby tho. Just wish I wasn't so stressed, and that I felt more maternal