Subchorionic hemmorhage so stressful

Im 37 tried for years to get pregnant and am unexpectedly pregnant. The situation is not ideal but i feel blessed. Im also terrified. My first appointment at 7 weeks i was diagnosed with an SCH. I am now 9 weeks the bleeding off and on is so stressful. Light cramping also. I just wish i could go in anytime to get an ultrasound to make sure everything is ok. Any other moms out there that can relate?