No longer give a fuck

Is it wrong to have kicked my boyfriend out?! Maybe im just despressed i need hard thinking women opinions that are in my situation.. The reason i ask is early last night i started with severe cramps, the kind that you usually get when you go into labor with a contraction here and there.. And for only being 5 weeks pregnant i already knew within my little heart i was having a miscarriage without mentioning anything at all to him as i woke up breaking my back bone for him at 4 in the morning to prepare lunch for work. All i get is a plain response when i told him, he did sound a bit upset. I've still been having blood clots run down and of course the heavy cramps are still there, all i want to do is stay in bed but apparently he can't understand that.. After knowing i just had a miscarriage I'm not feeling well he's gonna have the nerve to say he's going to go to his cousin's of course all he wants to do is drink. When he should think oh my lady just had a miscarriage I'm going to stay and support her, but damn How can a man be so selfish.. It breaks my heart to feel the love fading off, I'm not bored of my man, im not tired of him, he's just taking his sweat ass time to be a man and realize that i need him more then ever at this very moment. I will not waste my time i told myself might as well make it easier for him and let him be, no woman should have to wait for a man to start doing everything ryte after one year it should be enough. Like k michelle says you cant raise no man if the streets is what he wants then the road to guide him is what he shall have..