Found out pregnant right after break-up

But my boyfriend and I just broke up yesterday, because he thinks I'm not into him and we are just not compatible. Of course I denied his accusation and deep inside I do really like him and want to build a future with him, I guess we are really different when we express ourselves.

While I'm mourning about the loss of the relationship, I found out I'm pregnant today. I have been puking for the past 3 weeks and my boyfriend acknowledged that, but because I have just recently switched jobs and have been pretty stressed since then, I thought it was stressed related but subconsciously I have discussed with him prior to our breakups that I'm little worried and I have made an appointment to my family doctor Monday.

 

So today when I was out with my best friend I told her about our breakups and how I've been puking first thing in the morning and she urged me to go get a pregnancy test. I took 2 pregnancy tests, both came back positive. Right away I broke down in tears, I couldn't believe it the day after I ended a relationship. I don't know what to do, I don't know how to tell my boyfriend because I don't want him to think I'm manipulating him with my pregnancy. 

I texted him earlier and asked if he can come to the walk in Doctor with me tmr because I want to do a blood test to make sure I'm positively pregnancy and he agrees he would come. I know subconsciously he also knows I may have a chance to be pregnant. But I also know he said having a child now is a disaster and I would have to be a single parent if I decide to keep that. 

My friend thinks he's in denial mode and so am I because I also afraid of the future, I don't know what is going to happen and how my life would be if I decide to keep the child. 

I am grateful he's willing to go to the doctor with me tomorrow but I'm fear about his potential reaction. I am still exhausted from the breakup we had last night... I just really don't want another fight tomorrow. I don't even want to bring up the possibility to work things out again because I really don't want him to come back to me because of my baby. No doubt I want him back, but not through this... I want to tell him this but I know he wouldn't believe me. I just don't know what I should do.  I have never been so worried and lost in my life.

I really don't know what to do... I've always thought these experiences would only happen in movies and tv shows. I never expected I would be one of them..