C section❤️ (very long)

I'm 25 yrs old and I'm Learning to love my scar and my experience with my beautiful baby boy that came from it. At first I felt like I failed and didn't think I was going to be able to take care of him. I was in shock with everything. I didn't feel like he was mine either I felt like they took him away from me. He was in the nicu for 7 days I went home in 4 without him. I couldn't hold him for two days. I missed his first bath and everyone else seen him and had a attachment that I couldn't find with him. He wouldn't lach on with the breastfeeding. I was so discouraged felt so bad for the way I was feeling I felt alone like I was wrong for the way I was feeling. I was confused didn't know why I didn't feel an attachment with my boy right away. Now that he's home it's been 2 months exactly and now I'm learning and understanding  I'm not alone it's normal what I was feeling and what I still feel. I'm a first time mom so I'm takening it day by day and falling in love with him. The attachment  is there and is getting stronger. Soon I will be able to show off my scar and it's becoming a lot more easier to talk about. So for all my c section moms your not alone. Embrace your scar you earned your mark As mom. ❤️🙏💪