My entire pregnancy has been pretty textbook and I've felt great the entire time, with the exception of one kidney flare up and a mild case of VCI. But I find myself terrified to think too far ahead like I'm going to jinx myself. I have never ever been a superstitious person but I won't name the baby, wash anything, or really even fantasize about him being here! My baby shower is this weekend and I'm excited for it but I'm also very nervous that I'm going to freak out. I'm also really hoping that these feelings are not an early symptom of PPD... anyone else feel this way?