sucks not having a car

I hate depnding on people or catching the bus anymore, today is the worst though i have such bad sore back (not really pain) but very sore and i have to BM but i cant because as much as i try i can not use public bathroom unless it is too pee and so now im waiting around on the most uncomfortable seat with a sore back terrible tummy ache (constipation) and i am beyond sleepy 😫😫😫