Went for scan today suppose to be 6 weeks measured 5w2d instantly my heart has dropped I had a mmc back in 2012 and I feel like I'm reliving that nightmare 10 more days till next scan I hate being in this limbo land again I'm blessed don't get me wrong I've got a beautiful 6 month old boy he just took 4 years and mc after mc to get I feel like I'm about to go down the same road again sorry for the depressing rant my partner doesn't really understand what it's like he says stay positive but honestly doing that last time was what crushed me even more