Just changed my status back to avoiding pregnancy :(

My hubby and I have been married for one month and we admitted that even though we had decided to wait a year to have a baby that we wanted to start trying now. The next day we take a hard look at our finances and make a financial plan. We decide to wait a year and a half now to get pregnant. I'm trying to be responsible but I'm pretty bummed out since I want to start a family now. I love my husband so kids now or later I'm so blessed.