Breakups

Hello everyone! I'm fairly new to eve and this is my first post! Recently I broke up with my boyfriend of almost 2 and a half years (we met in marching band, he was the senior drum major and I was a freshman). We've been in a long distance relationship for about a year and a half since he went off to college. I feel really guilty since I broke up with him over text since he's studying abroad in China. He was my first boyfriend and I was his first girlfriend. I loved his family and all but I just felt that things weren't working out anymore, he wouldn't show love or care and that's what a relationship is supposed to be about! I'm just having second thoughts and wondering if I did the right thing. He had become really distant and I know the breakup was for the best but I feel terrible about the way things ended. It was not mutual by any means and I wished him the best on his trip although he told me I was being cruel and would regret breaking up with him. I'm just having conflicting feelings since I've never gone through this before. Any advice would be greatly appreciated 💕