Self pity

My boyfriend broke up with me a week ago and I've been really upset about it. It's my birthday today but my friends are busy with exam prep so we'll meet up another day to celebrate. I know I should just pick myself up and move past this breakup but I just feel so sad because I miss him so much. My mum and sister called me today to wish me a happy birthday and it was fine but then my mum asked me about guys then suddenly I broke down crying. It's been a really depressing week. I just feel so unhappy. I should be more patient to wait for the right guy but I feel as if it's never going to happen. I hear people talk about meeting their partner in college and all that jazz but I'm studying in a foreign country and when I graduate, I will most likely move back home. I want to be intimate with someone who cares about me. I really want sex right now but I want it with my boyfriend. It's too bad the relationship didn't work out. I thought he loved and accepted me but I guess I was wrong. Have you ever felt this way?