Now I Guess I'm Lesbian 👩‍❤️‍👩🙅🏽🍆

Okay firstly let me start by saying I'm not homophobic. Growing up I was sexually assaulted by family members one was a female and the other a male and as I got older I stayed to myself. I haven't even had my first boyfriend or first kiss or even been penetrated. I haven't even had full on sex with a female. I don't really identify as anything but asexual. I don't find myself attracted to women and sometimes I can't stand men or more so the men that put me through hell. It was like situationships/fwb but without the sex. Not even oral. Because I am alone ppl automatically assume it's because I'm gay and don't want to come out of the closet. So I had a dream about having a penis today and my parents claim it might be because I am gay. It kind of upset me because they were so eager for me to come out and say I was a lesbian. I'm just lost in words. 😢