Praying that I'm having morning sickness.

Mikayla • 22. Mommy, wife, nursing and language student.
I never thought I would be praying that I was having morning sickness. TTC for 1 1/2 years And I early miscarriage. 
It just seems month after month I get negative tests and late periods. Hopes are up then they fall right back down. 
Period starts in 3 days, and I am tired, sick and impatient. I took the 6 days before test and it was negative, but that's going off a 21 day cycle which is abnormal for me. My period has been extremely inconsistent the last 3 months. 
I just need encouragement, I haven't told the hubby because he  has so much on his plate already I don't want to get his hopes up.
Well will get our rainbows!