2 days away from my due date

And I'm just feeling frustrated. Seeing all these babies being born is making me want my little girl here even more. I've tried so many natural ways to induce but I know I won't go into labor unless my body is ready. I just wish it was :( I don't wanna have to be induced but with the route I'm going, I'm gonna have to! I've lost my plug, baby has dropped, I'm 3cm dilated, 60%, -2 station, doctor could feel her head and 0 signs of labor approaching. All the back pain and period cramps I get, go away within 10 mins after they start. I've never begged for pain so much in my life! Just wish I knew when it was my time! 😭