I'm back

Back again after miscarriage #2. We got pregnant EXACTLY one year after we got pregnant with our first miscarriage, and miscarried on the exact same day, a year later (3/27/15 and 3/27/16). Both MMCs where embryos stopped developing at around 7 weeks. Miscarried via use of Cytotec for both. I'm so frustrated. My doctor won't do any tests other than thyroid (me) and semen analysis (DH). Both came back fine. It took us so long to get pregnant again after the first miscarriage, and am so stressed about having to try again. I can't believe this happened to us again. HCG still at over 800 5 weeks later, but bleeding completely stopped and turned to clear CM two weeks ago (miscarriage HCG was at 42,000). AF has no signs of showing herself. IM SO ANGRY!!!! I know I can have a healthy baby (DS, age 12 from previous relationship when I was 18). Why is this happening?!?!