Mother's Day breaks my heart

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I've been so sad all day. Looking at Facebook and all of social media in general, so many pictures of mommies and their babies, it shouldn't but it breaks my heart. 😔
I just came back from the hospital on Friday after spending a week in there after an infection after a D & C, so I've been so sick, and just so sad. 
I thought after the D&C it would all be over and I could start healing, but I can't. 
Mommies please help. Any advice would be appreciated. 
Happy Mother's Day to ALL mommies with Angel babies and babies they get to hold in their arms. 💕