Emotional day on Mother's Day😓😰😞

I absolutely dreaded this day coming! Enjoyed being home along with my dogs, bed and television movies. My mother, of course wanted to see me and spend the day with me. I wasn't emotionally ready to go out and be around happy people. I was forced to go but I've been depressed all day knowing I had two consecutive miscarriages. My March pregnancy and baby was very exciting! I heard my baby's heartbeat and its been a roller coaster since February. I hear the news about everyone pregnant except me: friends and celebrities. This week is going to be long especially having the D&C procedure which is another hardship. If only I would still be pregnant, I was so happy and now I'm miserable! 😓😓😓😓