Is Mother's Day hard for other ladies ttc or is it just me? I cried today while my husband wrapped his arms around me and told me I was as much of a mother to my step daughter as any woman is to their kids. Okay but no one told me happy Mother's Day or acknowledged me at all. My step daughter doesn't spend the day with me for Mother's Day. She spends it with her biological mom. While I understand the biological mom having her on Mother's Day (that's not what I'm mainly upset about). I'm upset because my husbands mother and sister got together with some other family for a Mother's Day celebration and I wasn't invited. I'm upset because I want a child so bad and everyone is posting pictures of their baby bump on Facebook. I'm upset because I want to be a mommy and spend the day with my babies. I'm upset because I had to remind my husband that it is Mother's Day. I'm upset that I text my step daughters bio mom to tell her happy Mother's Day and she didn't say it back or even have my step daughter call me. I watched a mommy get her Mother's Day gift and her sweet little daughter tell her happy Mother's Day and I balled in Walmart parking lot because I want that. My emotions today are a mixture of jealousy, resentment, broken hearted, and longing. I didn't want to come to work today. I wanted to stay in my bed all day long with my head under the covers and cry.