Mother's Day with out my mom

 Mother's Day this year has been hard my mom died when I was 6 and all that keeps going threw my mind is her in the hospital in so much pain and me begging to laying with her and her being too fragile for me to lay with and me being hurt , and I only remember the terrible memory's , and this year it really hit me I'm not getting her back and she never gonna be able to see the person I'm becoming and I instinly regret not saying "I love you" more and I wish I could have one more day but one day wouldn't be enough to tell her how much I miss her and how much I need her and how much I have realize she's meant too me . I will never love anyone as much as I miss you and loved her