😞has anyone failed their glucose test?

So when I took it. It was nasty I was going to puke it was way to sweet for me. So I went to dr today happy and left unhappy & in tears. She said it was slightly high & that I need to do the 3 hour test. Now with my first 2 boys I was fine but this third pregnancy I failed. She even said I'm small to be 8 months but my stomach is big & im an originally a small girl, before I became pregnant I got a bad virus & I lost a lot of weight I couldn't eat for 2 days I could only hold down water and had to go to hospital, they helped me and I gained my weight back up & I got pregnant with a baby boy😊 I had every symptom which made it difficult but I gained proper weight for my size. My original mid wife is very proud of me, & said the baby is okay but today she wasn't their n this other midwife was just very negative n made me feel bad. I eat all day and walk as recommended. Now diabetes does run in my family but I know it's probably just the pregnancy. I feel he is fine his heartbeat was wonderful today he moves daily & he is head down I'm happy about that. But I just feel bad like I'm doing something right like its my fault n I'm doing everything right. I'm just in the worst sad mood I been quiet all day my bf has to ask the lady questions because he seen I was gunna break down he says it's okay babe your doing fine we just gotta be more precautions I just don't want anything wrong with my baby 😥😥 she made me feel bad.