just having a moan

... so I've been ttc for 7 month now and I know it's not long and I'm still young bla bla bla.. I've got pcos and will probably struggle to conceive naturally I know this and accept it may take a little while but I am so desperate to have a baby with my partner it's really starting to get me down I work in a nursery and see children every day but really want one of my own 4 of my colleagues are pregnant and seeing them grow and tell me what's happening throughout their pregnancy is amazing but also devastating I don't want to feel bitter but it really is starting to annoy me now I just want it to be me 😭😭😭

Sorry it's long just wanted to rant x