So depressed

So back in November I had a chemical pregnancy I guess I was about 5 weeks pregnant it was the most depressing thing ever what I went through to get through it physical and emotional I was in a dark place. But I got through it ....and I'm ok. But I can't stop thinking about it. And I have no one to talk to coz nobody considers it a real pregnancy or life. But I do .... And it hurts people brush it off like its nothing  ......we been ttc since then and still no luck. Anyone else feel this way ?