Do you ever...

Feel like even though you had the hots for someone, that the crush immediately disappears after they do something like send a pic of their junk? This guy did it... And I didn't ask for the picture... And then he sends selfies. Like I can't look at him the same. We have a lunch date Wednesday and I feel as if I'm too nice to actually say no forget it. But it's been giving me so much anxiety that I'm gonna make something up to cancel. I just can't deal. I swear, I'm becoming more and more asexual everyday. :/