Semen analysis

So we got hubbys analysis results back today and I don't understand any of it. And unfortunately my doctor isn't back in the office until freaking Friday. From my google search none of it looks good. And hubby doesn't seem interested in talking about it at all. So I dunno. But I just want to give up. I'm so freaking done with this. Maybe the provera is making my hormones go crazy, I don't know. But I just am so tired of feeling defeated. I already know most of the issue lies with me because I have pcos. But I'm just so done with this stupid "journey". I don't even want to be a mom anymore.