Hubby and porn

So hubby left some evidence that he had masterbated today. I normally don't ever care about him watching porn and doing whatever he does when I'm not around but it really bothered me this time. I think its because I'm 30 weeks pregnant and have just gained so much weight and he has seen me in such a not sexy way lately in preparing for childbirth and my body changing so much. But even though I don't feel sexy, I still have been wanting it often enough and he just doesn't initiate it anymore. So for the first time ever I'm taking it personally. Anyone know what I'm feeling?