I was supposed to be 11 weeks 4 days pregnant today. I had just a few drops of bright red blood, with absolutely NO other symptoms. I went to the ER to find out that they can't see a heartbeat and that our baby is measuring 7 weeks 2 days. They are sending me for a transvaginal ultrasounds tomorrow, but they told us to prepare ourselves. I am devastated and don't really know what to do. My husband says that he will never try to have a baby again. We are both 22 and this is our second loss. What the hell did I do to deserve this? Why does my husband have to be the one to suffer with me? He has already has so much hurt in his life. I don't know if we can recover from this. I feel like our marriage is destroyed and like I have ruined my husbands life. I really feel so incredibly lost and just plain terrified. I know what the results will be tomorrow. And it's just not fair. Because even if I didn't deserve this privilege, my husband did. He just wanted to be a father. We just wanted a family. And now we will most likely end up without even eachother. :(