Missing my mom

My mom had to go back home yesterday after being around for delivery and then helping me settle in back home. I don't know when I'll be seeing her again since she lives out of town. I miss her so much right now it makes me feel homesick and teary but I can't cry. I'm sure my feelings have a lot to do with being 4 days postpartum, but it still hurts emotionally a lot. 😥 not sure what to do about it.