Failed IVF rounds hurt so bad

MissJelly
We had our second FET in April and had our beta yesterday. I'd already done a few hpts so knew it wasn't going to be positive but today got the call that it was negative. Boy does it suck!! Our first FET / second ended in miscarriage and so so luckily our first cycle ended in a healthy pregnancy and our now 1 year old. 
My heart goes out to everyone that's been through this and especially to those that have been through it more than once! This has been far tougher on me than our early loss and I'm so scared of it happening again. 
My best wishes for any upcoming tests or cycles and let's hope the next one is a sticky one xx