I'm one of those people that had two flawless pregnancies. I didn't know the fear or heart break a pregnancy or loss could bring. I learned how scary bring pregnant can be this week. I had my first ever mc and it opened my eyes. For the first time ever, I saw and felt what a lot of women go through, and I never want to experience that again. When did the fear subside? When do you became brave again? When did the want of another baby over weigh the fear of losing one? I don't see myself jumping right back on the horse anytime soon. My husband and decided to reopen the subject in the fall.