Took 2 pregnancy test both very faint

Took one yesterday other line shows up,  take one this morning nothing and one this afternoon which is in pink and its light also..   But took a lot longer to show up.   Is my mind playing tricks on me?   I had a period at the beginning of the month but it was very light and I thought nothing of it.  my boyfriend and I broke up and we have had a miscarriage in February.  We weren't trying but if it happened guess it happened.  He is going back to his current baby momma for the second time for his child is what he says yet doesn't want to let me go.   Confuses me I know.  I'm honestly hoping it isn't because I don't wanna be the girl that gets preg to keep him around not what I want at all...  although I want the baby I never had.