I need encouragement ttc with endometriosis

Hi my name is Tia I've been married for 5 years this year and have been ttc every since..... A couple years ago I found out I had endometriosis and pcos... 😞 which I knew something was wrong because I was in pain always even when I wasn't on my cycle and had spotting outside of my cycle..... I had laposcopic surgery a couple years ago but that Dr was horrible and did nothing to help me.... I have found a good Dr now and now Ik exactly what's wrong everything is out of place from the endo so I have to have surgery to fix the issue I'm really nervous..... And praying this gets me to a point or being able tc I could use some encouraging words if u guys have any or if uve been thru something similar and now have children I would love to hear your story.....