Let it all out!

I don't know about you, but I feel mich better when I write something down or tell someone when something is getting to me. So I'm going to vent here, and please do the same if you've got something to get out. 
1. I hate fucking hate rainbows! We have a miscarriage in March this year after a FET. We had a second FET this year in May and in the 2ww I saw 2 rainbows, 1 was a twin rainbow. I was hoping they were a sign of us getting our rainbow baby. It wasn't to be and the FET failed. I've just seen another rainbow and I wish it could cock punch the universe for being a dick. It's like it's rubbing it in to mess with me. 
2. The day I found out the FET had failed I was discussing it with some girls on another ttc app in a miscarriage support room and they made me feel like complete crap! They made me feel like us doing <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> was a luxury and a lazy option because half the work is already done. I had to justify why we need it. They just sprouted stats at me of how many rounds people using <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> do before getting a successful round because we were successful the first time. I just politely removed myself from the group but they made me feel like complete shit and made me angry. They're my feelings (not facts) so don't tell me they're wrong! It would be the same as me telling them to stop complaining they weren't pregnant after only a few cycles of trying.  
3. We now have to wait a few months before trying again so we can save for another full cycle. 
4. I hate being a girl some days! 
Now your turn.......……