Ok so there's this guy I really like him it's been 4 month of me liking him the first 2 1/2 he didn't know and I told but he kept on insisting who I liked cause my friend told him and some other boys I  have a boyfriend. He got really curious he would ask me every all the time who it is and after two day I told him that I don't have a boyfriend that she told I did and therefore ask almost all boys. Then I finally told him like 1 month and a half ago that I liked him and he didn't react awkward but he didn't like me back and I feel rejected. So I got tired and asked him why he don't like me apart from the fact that he has a crush on this other girls but he barely talks to her cause she has a boyfriend ( even though that doenst stop him he likes challenges) and he responded that I'm too shy and that he wants someone more wild. He hugs me everytime he sees me and if I'm sad or something he asks me what wrong. Also when he hugs me I feel this feeling is like I'm lost in he's arms I feel swirlly colors. I was thinking about kissing him but I'm not sure this one time I told him when I got home that I wanted to kiss him  and he said why didn't I?