I get it now

Now I understand why people have been trying to bring on their labor, before the baby is ready to come out. I'm getting more irritatable every day. I can't even sleep or nap. I feel awful complaining, and what I want most is for my baby to be healthy. 
I've just been on maternity leave for more than 2 weeks now, and my benefit time at work is being used up. I wish we had paid maternity leave here. I'm feeling better, more energized and not so swollen.. but I'd like to spend as much time as I can with my baby.
I feel your pain, ladies! Hoping to stay in this May '16 Group! I feel like I'm throwing myself into some sort of depression! It's getting harder to stay upbeat and smile for everyone. I'm just going to keep praying.
Good Luck gals. Wishing you all a safe delivery and congrats to those who delivered!