I just cant anymore i feel so worthless😭😭😭

BFN😭 i dont think i cant anymore i feel so worthless i dont have friends to talk too im very emotional right now i cant handle this any more 😭 i just took a test and well as you can see BFN im on count down 23 lateley for the last 3 months i have been having a 28  day cycle the past 4 days i experiense cramps like crazy mostly on my left side my AF is due on 25 and i tested today on the 19th could  t be a tested way to earlie or this is a for sure negative😭😭😭