Down Syndrome

I'm 19. I'm married and I love my husband and my baby but I'm going to college, he does too.
We have barely enough money for us but the money isnt the problem, its just that we just found out through his cardiogram our son has the down syndrome.
I feel so horrible. I cant imagine killing this baby now that I'm 19 weeks but I cannot do this. Not now I wont be able to help my baby because I have nothing.
I cant give my baby away once I have him I cant let someone else adopt him what am I supposed to do now????
My husband feels the same way we're so done right now we dont know what to do.
We dont even know how to handle a baby like that. 
Help?

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