Fat and Disgustung

I have body imagine issues to begin with, but this is my third pregnancy so I should be more prepared for it, yet I feel worse than I ever did with priors. I'm 24 weeks and I've gained 30lbs already. I feel disgusting and unattractive. I refuse to let people take pictures of me and mirrors make me cry. I don't feel beautiful with my baby body. Am I alone? I see other women post bump pics and I think they look beautiful, but all I see on myself is fat rolls and cellulite. I wasn't a big person before prefnancy, but I'm short. The weight looks double and I've crossed into an obese BMI because of the pregnancy weight. I gained 60lbs with my last and I'm terrified of that happening again. I don't want my husband to see me naked anymore. I just feel so depressed about it, but I'm excited for my baby boy to be here come Sept.