Ugh tired of bfns

Ive been trying for years to get prego and not have a miscarriage or an ectopic cuz my history is 1 ectopic and 7 mcs ive bn thru brain surgery to remove a pituitary gland tumor that was throwing my hormones off and more and ive bn thru uterine surgery to fix my deviated uterus i love this app but here recently i see alot of ppl on here saying i wasnt even trying and they end up prego wtf this aint fair granted im only 9dpo but still i just feel let down and im sorry for ranting i just wish things would happen for me i guess i cant gripe too much i do have this darling thats almost 10