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so, this guy ive had a crush on since 7th grade and i have been getting extremely close again.. and then something happened.
hes dating this girl of a year and a couple months, but we totally went way too far and i gave him a blowjob and he ate me out and yeah. (more than once)
but right after (what happened tonight, we didnt have sex) he told me he felt guilty, which i dont blame him, and we decided on sticking STRICTLY to friendship.
but the thing i feel guilty about is that i really.. dont want to stay friends, at all, actually. i want to continue to do this and i know hes serious about not doing anything anymore.
i guess its just my feelings catching up to me because i feel like he doesnt want me?
of course he doesnt, though, he has a girlfriend.
anyways, i just want some advice. 
should i stay friends? not friends at all? or try to keep messing around? or just some emotional advice since im sad :(

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This makes me sick.. Imagine how his girlfriend will feel after she finds this out, just because you like him does not give you the right to be that girl who comes inbetween people's relationships.. It's so wrong I hope you both get your karma this is so discusting..

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I think you should tell him you don't want to be friends. It's better if he knows and he seems very fond of you anyways. If you pretend you only want to be his friend he's gonna think that you don't like him in that way anymore and he will move on

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I dont have much advice to give you since iv never been in this situation.. But since your sad, I just want to say that you are beautiful. Okay? And I believe you need to stop wasting your time with him, & go out and be young. Be yourself. You will find someone and fall for them and it wont be a one way street. He will like you too. But how can you really put yourself completely out their if your hung up and still fooling around with this other guy? You know? I would tell you to remain friends with him. Strictly friends. If he comes around to liking you then thats fate. If he doesnt, then he doesn't. Try not too get too hung up on it and keep in your mind that if its meant to be, it will be.💕 your beautiful, and need to look for someone who wants more than just fwb. I hope that boosted you a little bit! If not, im sorry hunn😕

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