No epidural

So I have a low platelet disorder called thrombocytopenia, my doctor has discussed the complications that will come with an epidural with the disorde that I have. I'm at risk of epidural hematoma which sounds terrible from my doctors discussion. So I have opted out for an epidural. I figured a day of pain is better than a life time of pain. So mommy's who gave birth without an epidural, how bad did it hurt? Any advice? What did it feel like? Description?