AF Due in 4 Days.

PLEASE HELP. Well, I was hoping to be pregnant this month but AF is due in four days and I can already feel her coming. I don't really know what to say... I'm upset. Depressed. I just want someone to support me. I'm feeling really alone on this and I don't know what I'm going to do. As of now, I feel like I have no reason to be here. I'm not doing anything with my life and I just get this strong feeling of wanting to go home even when I'm in my own bed. I don't know what to do. I just want to feel better. PLEASE COMMENT if you have any advice or just have anything to say. Thanks.