Leaving glow for now just to much

i have big belly pregnacy boobs to missed peroid every test is negative and blood test negative but yet i have everything saying pregant so i give up i am useless i see so many pregant woman cant hang things me my partner are argueing now but yet i hurt so much i keep talking over ky partner i guess i dont deserve anything just let me go in the groung in a hole and stay there bye bye all of you some day will come back on to talking again