Feel like it's never going to happen!

This is only our 5th month trying.. But I just feel like it's never going to happen. I'm so tired of seeing negative tests. My first baby was a surprise. We got pregnant last year twice while on birth control and lost them both. It's so hard to actually be trying with no success. And seeing all of my friends getting pregnant. Blah!!! Just needed to vent.. My fertile period is supposed to be ending tomorrow. Husband and I bd every day for the last week, sometimes twice a day, used preseed for the first time. Fingers crossed that this is our month, just can't hold my breath anymore