10dpiui and another bfp

👸Jen♋️ • 38👸 with 👨‍👩‍👦‍👦, and 5 👼 as well as a 🐶& 🐈
Well im oraying this is my second rainbow baby. Te anxiety is killing me. After 5 bfp and only 1 baby im sure you all understand. I want to be happy but im just so guarded I dont want to even tell my hubby