Am I the only one NOT getting maternity pictures?

Apryl
Ok, so I have 3 other kids and I have done maternity photos with all of them. After our 3rd kid, I lost 70 lbs. I have gained 30 lbs back with this pregnancy so far. Idk what it is but I feel like a huge cow and I don't want any pictures of me. To be honest, ice only had pictures taken of me twice. One at easter and the others at my babyshower. My husband keeps annoying me and telling me to get them done but I'm just so uncomfortable with my body I don't want them done. I feel bad bc I have them for all 3 other pregnancies and I don't want matthew to grow up thinking I didn't want to do them with him. Idk what to do anymore. I know it's getting to the end and I only have a few weeks left but I feel like I look horrible and don't want that photographed at all.