Anyone else feel like this?

I'm actually exhausted from ttc. I don't mean like "too much sex" exhausted, I just mean the whole process and wondering checking and googling is just tiring lol sometimes I wish I was able to let it go and see what happens but it only lasts for a few hours and then I'm left being obsessed again lol. Hubby has to take my phone away because I'm always reading things. Anyone else feel addicted 😬