So last July my o.h cheated on me.. decided to give it another go... since then it's been hard work!!! I met a guy who was in same situation as me we got on really well.. (at this point me and the o.h weren't together) we met up had a laugh nothing happend other than a peck on lips like a goodbye/goodnight kiss. Anyway we stopped talking coz decided to give it ago with the o.h. things are far from perfect not just coz he cheated but he lost his job he is depressed.. turned very controlling. Moans if I'm on my fone, he thinks I'm up to something, he made me delete what's app, I'm feel restricted to what I can do and where I can go. I'm confused.. I dint know if I want him or not. We had big bust ups in past few months.. where he's stole my fone and locked himself in loo. I just keep thinking bout this other guy and if iv let a good 1 slip through my fingers.. he seemed so lovely and understanding. He is a family man and loves spending time with his daughter going out doing stuff etc. Where as my o.h spends hours and hours gaming! He has got better with spending time with me and my daughter but I can't help feeling maybe this isn't the life style I want. I seem to go through phases where I wana b with him and then I don't? Iv even tried to move away and considered moving bk to my parents. So confused 😔😔😔