So tired of the pain

Lizz
I suffered a miscarriage on October 2015 it was horrible. I am now 6wk and be doctor believe I have an ectopic pregnancy. Sure enough the pain got unbearable the past two day and I am not at the ER they confirmed I do have an ectopic pregnancy, I am now waiting to get the methotrexate shot and I am terrified. I want all of this to be over so I could grief in peace without anymore physical pain. I'm just so heart broken this is happening.