Any of you ladies struggling with recovery?

I had to be induced. Vaginal delivery. Labor was good! Baby ripped me 2nd degree. 😭😭😭

It hurts so bad so bad. I'm struggling to poop to sit all this pain. Very uncomfortable, walk like a duck constipated. First 24 hrs after deliver was the worst. I seriously told my DR who deliveres my daughter that the pain was worse than labor all together. FYI I stuck it out till 8 1/2 cm to get the epidural 1 hr after I had her.